I have just purchased an exercise bike. Here we go again, right? I’m trying to take small steps to improve my general attitude towards life and towards myself. I’m a very negative person and I didn’t grow up that way. Yes, my Mum left when I was young and yes my Dad wasn’t exactly a […]

There are dark days…

“ I don’t like folding laundry or talking about my emotions. I’m likely to leave both scattered all over. I’m not much for cooking but there will always be coffee. I’ll wear anything of yours with sleeves. I love when they’re long enough to wrap around my hands. Sometimes the world is too harsh, too […]

All shapes and sizes.

So for about a month I was doing the slim fast diet – look it up if you don’t know what it is. I lost about 10lbs in the space of three weeks and was going mental at the gym. I’d never been more determined to do it and it was pushing me like crazy. […]

Don’t get comfortable.

The infamous words of a band who make me feel seventeen and full of hope and wonder again. I’m often criticised for moving from job to job, a job hopper if you will. I’d rather have 100 jobs in my lifetime and be challenged and learn new things than have the same job that I […]

Does my bum look big in this? Or, my ongoing battle with self esteem.

For as long as I can remember I’ve had this issue with my appearance. It mostly stems from being bullied in school and constantly comparing myself to everyone around me.  No matter who they were, or where they came from, they had something I didn’t. They were prettier, thinner, more talented, richer, had nicer eyes, […]